Kiaaaai

i think i really understood kiai tonight...basically kept shouting until i couldn't do it anymore, then it just seemed to come out of nowhere...i gave myself a fright...it helps though...
my legs are aching, as ever...
did lots of men, with seme (??)...did men against sensei and another bloke in armour...he didn't say anything to me when i was doing it, but he did to other people...i'm not sure if that means it was good, or just too bad to bother giving tips on...the latter's quite possible and i'd doubt it was the former...
i donno...apart from that i guess it was ok...
i can't see myself passing the bogu exam later this month though...